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Kinda glad to see the thread's already in an unhappy state today... not that I'm at all happy to see you guys depressed, I just hate bringing the mood down.

My mommom died last night. :cry:
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<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>

<font color="#89CDCC">Imagine no possesions, I wonder if you can, no need for greed or <font color="#FFFFFF">hunger</font>,
a brotherhood of man, imagine all the people, sharing all the <font color="#FFFFFF">world</font>...</font>

<font color="#B1DFDE">You may say I'm a <font color="#FFFFFF">dreamer</font>, but I'm not the only one, I hope
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Is that your mother or grandmother??

Either way, I'm really sorry :(
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My grandmom. She lived a really great life, and she was in a lot of pain the past few weeks, and seemed to want to go, so I'm happy for her. But my poppop is so lost without her. :cry: I can't stand seeing him so sad. :cry: I already miss her so much. :(
<table><tr><td>~ Nikki Edwards
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"If you put those on the internet, I'll kill you guys!" - Jer</td></tr></table>
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<font color="#3C8C8B">Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try, no hell below us,
above us only sky, imagine all the people, <font color="#FFFFFF">living</font> for today...</font>

<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>

<font color="#89CDCC">Imagine no possesions, I wonder if you can, no need for greed or <font color="#FFFFFF">hunger</font>,
a brotherhood of man, imagine all the people, sharing all the <font color="#FFFFFF">world</font>...</font>

<font color="#B1DFDE">You may say I'm a <font color="#FFFFFF">dreamer</font>, but I'm not the only one, I hope
some day you'll join us, and the world will <font color="#FFFFFF">live</font> as one.</font></center></font>
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Post by clumsychild_ »

Death can be hard to deal with no matter the circumstances. :(

I'm so very sorry, Nikki.
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Awww Nikki *hugs for you and your family*

I said this on the hub already, but I met her a couple of times and she was a really sweet lovely person, as is Nikki's poppop. I just can't imagine what it would be like to spend your whole entire life with someone and be as in love as they obviously still were and then be left without that person. But he has you and your mom and the rest of your family to look after him which will help.

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you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you
and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else
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Aww, I'm sorry Nikki. *hugs* It's never easy to lose someone.
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I'm so sorry Nikki. All the best to your family *hugs*


and thanks guys. (i forget who asked why i'm taking french...but it's a requirement of my college)
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Post by _old_lady_peace »

*hugs nikki*

:) I'm really sorry. It's so sad to lose people, but i'm sure you're hearing that from a lot of people these days.

...i hope you and your family are all okay. :)
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awww nikki.. :(:(

i'm so sorry. i hope you're alright... *hug*
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That stinks Nikki :(. Your grandparents are fantastic people. I enjoyed meeting them so much when we went to Ocean City. *hugs* for you and your mom.
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Nikki :-*
*hugs*
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Nikki I'm sorry. *hugs* Death is an awful thing to deal with. If you need me, just pm me, and I'll be around.

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So glad you could stay
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Shadows creep & dance the walls
He's creeping too..

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Post by dream in japanese »

Nikki i'm sooo sorry to hear that... :( *hugs*
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oh wow. im so sorry about your grandma nikki. :cry: *hug*
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You are all so incredibly sweet. Thanks so much. :) *hugs all of you back*
<table><tr><td>~ Nikki Edwards
Queen of the Harpies <img src="../phpBB2/files/queen_of_harpies.gif" align="texttop"></td><td><font color="orange">President of the Pookie Brigade</font>
"If you put those on the internet, I'll kill you guys!" - Jer</td></tr></table>
<center><img src="../phpBB2/files/squiggle.gif">

<font color="#3C8C8B">Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try, no hell below us,
above us only sky, imagine all the people, <font color="#FFFFFF">living</font> for today...</font>

<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>

<font color="#89CDCC">Imagine no possesions, I wonder if you can, no need for greed or <font color="#FFFFFF">hunger</font>,
a brotherhood of man, imagine all the people, sharing all the <font color="#FFFFFF">world</font>...</font>

<font color="#B1DFDE">You may say I'm a <font color="#FFFFFF">dreamer</font>, but I'm not the only one, I hope
some day you'll join us, and the world will <font color="#FFFFFF">live</font> as one.</font></center></font>
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I have been sick for a month now! UGH!
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Post by Johnny »

Flu? Sore throat and cold?
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I think I'm dehydrated :(
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I'm sorry to hear that Nikki. *hugs*
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happening fish wrote:I think I'm dehydrated :(
fishes need water.

drink some asap!
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